To be totally honest, I'm not exactly the happiest kitsune in the cardboard box. Sure, I'm so close to graduation, and it actually seems attainable at the moment, but now that I start thinking about life after school, I start to worry I might go mad with endless boredom. You'd think that's what games like Perfect World and Minecraft are for, but those can only keep my attention so long before I either get frustrated with them or just temporarily lose interest in them. So I have a problem. True, I do need to get a job, and I plan on going out to catch a few applications to a couple places so I have some support while trying to finished writing my first stupid book, and I can get into hobbies such as spinning or really trying to learn how to play the guitar or piano or ever trying really hard to learn how to keep my hands steady enough to paint something worthwhile, but it seems to me that it still leaves a giant black of nothingness in my day. -_- And of course, as the good die young and I am not lucky enough to be in said group, I have quite a few years ahead of me, several years before any sort of marriage or little kids going to school and having soccer matches on Saturdays or wishing I had so much time like I did when I was younger to take up all my free time. No, I think John Lennon said it best when he said "As soon as you're born they make you feel small by giving you no time instead of it all, till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all.//When they tortured and scared you for twenty-odd years and then they expect you to pick a career, when you can't really function, you're so full of fear." in Working Class Hero. Maybe I'm completely wrong, and there's actually something that really will take up a sh*t ton of my time, but from this angle, it really doesn't feel like it.